Friday, 3 August 2012


Chap 3
Laga Chunri Mein Daag
(I am maked forever)
The driver opened the door for her. She adjusted her saree and got down nervously from the car.

Her legs were shivering
Her hangs were freezing
Her stomach was having 1000s of summersaults
She was having difficulty to breadth.

She steadied herself on the ground looking nervously to the guest house main gate.

She flinched with the noise of ignition of the car. She looked back to see the car retreating from her leaving her in the darkness of the night under the cloudy hazy sky, no stars to see her, no moon to guide her, it was darkness everywhere. She closed her eyes and exhaled. There she is today. She was going to be impure forever, he was doing to be touched by the person whom she doesn’t feel, all this for the love of her life, her pulkit, a lone tear rolled down her beautiful soft cheeks. "Pulkit, please forgive me" she could only tell it to herself. She looked at the sky to search her parents, but alas they were not there to see her, "how can they?" she thought. No parents can see her daughter like this giving away her soul just for money. She felt disgusted; she felt no less than a prostitute today, who sleeps around only for money. In fact she was even worse than them, atleast they are not committed, they are not into any relationships, but she............she sighed.


He could hear the tinkles of the ice in the glass, making himself a drink on the rocks, it has been ages he left drinking but today, he felt the urge to take a sip or two. He did not know why his mind was not working the way it should have. He tried to be normal, but he was not.

He called up someone and after talking for 3 minutes he disconnected the line, feeling a little sad. He looked at his phone and searched pulkit's no, he had a photo stored in his mobile with his no, a smiling one. He pressed the remove pic button and deleted his picture. “Damn It". He gulped the rest of the drink in one go and removed his jacket.

He heard the door bell, he turned to look at the bedroom door, after placing the jacket on the bar counter, and he walked out of the room and went towards the main entrance.


Khushi gradually prepared herself for the worst night in her life

The night, which is going to take her soul
The night, which she had never ever dreamt to face in her life
The night, which is going to haunt her forever
The night, which is going to be the turning point of her life
The night, which she was going to sacrifice for her love.
The night, she will become impure. Maybe her body will become impure but her heart?

Tears shed for another person are not a sign of weakness; They are sign of pure heart....

Her lips curved into a smile, while her eyes filled with tears..."Khushi, tu yeh sirf aur sirf pulkit ke liye kar rahi hai...itna mat soch...tera jism maili ho sakti hai par tera soch kabhi nahi...(khushi dont think so much, you are doing it only for pulkit, your body can become impure but your soul, uoir thinking is pure)

She wiped her tears, tucked her saree and finally walked towards the main door.

She stood there for few seconds prayed to her devi maiya for the last time and pressed the bell.


Arnav opened the latch and saw her.

A cool breeze blew, it was about to rain he thought, she met her eyes with him, "Come in" she heard.
Arnav moved to give her space to enter.

"Third room from the right" she heard him again. She could hear him locking the main door.

The passage was dark really dark. She could hardly see anything except the tiny jet of light coming from a wall. She tried to move when she heard him again "are you planning to stay here for the rest of the night?" his voice was dangerously dark, his attitude like a roaring lion.

He walked passed her and opened the door and went inside. Khushi realized it was a door not a wall from where the light was coming.

She grabbed her saree, lifted it a bit and followed him.

She entered the room nervously. The ambience itself made her so scared that when she was brushed by her own pallu she screamed and hugged him from behind clutching his t-shirt, spilling his drinks.


She instantly moved back "I am Sorry, I am really sorry..." before she could say anything further he splashed his drinks on her face and pulled her by her hair.

AHHH! She cried

She fisted his t-shirt somewhere near his neck.

Continued from I-F

He pulled her hair making her arch and cry in pain at the same time. He gazed her wet saree, which was now translucent showing off her cleavage. He pulled the pallu, not bothered about the pin which got stuck in her skin and removed it from her body.

AHHH! she cried again.

"SHUT UP" he said clutching his teeth.


Arnav: I said just SHUT UP Miss Gupta. He trailed his tongue along her long swan like neckline, giving time to each and every area he slid. He stopped near the ditch of her neck and flicked twice. Khushi gasped, she wanted to scream, she felt horrible to be touch by him, he was lusting on her, and her inner self was not approving her motive. Khushi closed her eyes and gripped him more to stop herself from reacting.

Arnav bite her on nape and pulled her skin with his teeth and cutting it.

Khushi was losing control over her legs, she was feeling tortured. AHH! She cried again, when he bit her.

Arnav: This was for stretching me with your time mind it; i don’t like to be marked by someone. If you can’t control your desire then hold on to something else. If you still do it, you won’t be able to go out in light....remember that.

Khushi got really scared, really, really scared. She never thought a guy can be this dark and emotionless. He did not even care about her gender. In fact he seemed to be more rude on girls.

Without further delay arnav pulled her pleats off from her petticoat, khushi froze in shock, her eyes still, tears rolling down in its own accord.

Arnav looked at her from, she was slim, fair, and soft, untouched...."UNTOCHED?" he thought.

He moved back leaving her like that, while khushi stood still glued at the place. He could only make out her having breast, moving up and down, her cleavage tightening and loosening inside her blouse.

He turned back to make another drink.

"Start Striping" NOW! he ordered.

Khushi: J....j.....iiii?

Arnav: Open the remaining clothes.

Khushi was hell nervous now, she did not even open her dress in front for her mom after she had her chums and now he was asking her to stipe in front of him?

Arnav turned after making his drink and saw her in the same position.

His anger was rising, which he knew was not good for this girl, he prepared himself to be a little softer towards her before he came but this girl was not helping him to stick to his views.

He clutched his fist and stormed towards her, SLASHED another round of bath in wine, this time on her breasts and abdomen.

Khushi flinched and shivered. The AC was chilled and the drinks on her made her worse.

Arnav pulled her towards him crushing her on his hard chest grabbing her waist, leaned and bite on one of her swells hard.

Khushi grabbed his hair and pulled him, it was more of a punishment pull than an arousal, and arnav was no naive not to understand that. that was it for him to loose his control over his anger.

He picked her up and crashed her on the bed. Removing his trousers, pulling up her skirt dragging her panty down making her thighs bleed due to his dragging digging nails on them, he pulled her by her legs, holding her hands tight above her head with one hand and placing her one leg with his hand widening his access, he plunged in, in one swift motion ripping her apart.

It was so sudden that before she could react to anything, she felt a sharp pain; as if someone pricked her 1000 of needles in one go without anesthesia. She clutched his finger which was holding hers and cried out loud.

But before he could know anything about her state, he stroked his full length inside her, four to five times vigorously due to his rage.

Khushi collapsed her back on the bed, retreat her fingers from his, her mouth opened to swallow air, her eyes still at the ceiling.

He grind her 3-4 stroked more when he literally failed to understand her tightness, he felt that he was unable to adjust himself inside her which was a little wierd he thought. Every girl feels the pain if it is done unannounced but they get adjusted after sometime, but this not similar in her care. It was practically impossible for him to stroke more.

He quickly pulled himself out and was about to stuff it in her mouth when he suddenly stopped at the scene.


He went blank. he saw her lifeless form and then his length. It was as if tossed in blood, as if someone has ripped him apart. Someone has stabbed him brutally over there. For a moment he thought it was his own, his blood, but then everything fell in place, "SHE. WAS. A. VIRGIN?" 

He looked on the bed which has turned into a red ocean, for the first time in his life his heart stopped pounding at the site. His brain stopped giving right signals. He did not know what to do, he looked at her.

She was shivering, yet she was in the same position as it she was paralyzed. only her eyes shading blood like tears and her chest having, and her little heart thumping.

He immediately pulled his handkerchief and blocked her there, nervously looking at her.

He could not believe what was happening in front of him, his hanky turned red soon and was drenched.

He picked her up in his arms and rushed to the bathroom, he made her sit on the floor, resting her back and rushed to the tub, opened the tap, closed the trap and started filling it with luke warm water.

He rushed to her and grabbed her, he jerked her once " Khushi!"

No answer

"Khushi!" he called her again, jerking her this time.

Khushi looked at him with dead eyes and blinked.

Arnav slapped her hard on her checks making her come back from the shock.

Khushi saw arnav and finally started reacting, her breathing increased, her face muscles now reacting; she looked at him he looked at her.

what happened next, arnav had never imagined to happened.

She crashed herself in his chest hugging him tightly crying madly, as if she was about to chock.

Arnav: Stop it Khushi

Khushi: I...I am...Sorrr...aranv ji...i...i...lied to you.

Arnav held her droopy head for support.

Khushi clutched him more and more.

Arnav picked her up and placed her on the tub.

AAAH! She cried in pain.

Arnav looked at her state and hated himself for the first time for feeling guilty.

Khushi held his hand, stopping him from moving out of the bathroom.

Arnav could still see her blood oozing out and getting dissolved in the transparent water.

He placed his hand on her core while she held his hand.

He pressed it for some time so that the blood stops and he was successful in doing that. He once again picked her up in his arms and took her to bedroom. Khushi rested her head on his chest and closed her eyes.

He placed her on the bed and wiped the water from her body, slowly cleaning her core. He removed all her clothes and makes her wear his. He could see that she had given up. She did not have that resistance anymore. He felt that he has practically raped her and that very word made him mad. He immediately placed a quilt on her got out of the room before loosing his temper once again. At any cost he just could not hurt her more than this. For the first time in his life he was in the same situation which he hated the most.


Chap 2
An Approach To the Den
Well Miss gupta before you leave, I would like to tell you curtain things which I like and dislike.
Khushi was about to get up but she sat back.
Arnav: Firstly, Miss gupta, first of all as you are pulkit's girlfriend, I am giving you this chance otherwise you are neither my type nor AR type.
Secondly, I don't like nave girls, I hope you wont resist in any damn thing which I would like to do with you, it can be ANY DAMN THING remember that.
Khushi watched him pacing in the room and making him aware of his criteria. She wandered how on earth Pulkit always used to say good thing about his Raksash Boss. He was truly a bad guy with pervert motives.
Arnav glaced khushi: Stop thinking about my character, you can do that when you leave this room. Listen to me carefully, I don't like to repeat things and (leaning towards her once again) I don't like to repeat girls unless they are really really good.
Third: I need you to shave. I hope you understood where (he said looking up and down dirtily)
Khushi looked at him shocked.
Arnav: there is nothing to be so shocked khushi! I like hygienic people and I don't want you to compromise on that.
Khushi looked down.
Arnav: And please for god sake get out this stupid salwar. He went near his drawer and threw a bundle of INR. 500 notes. Get a good dress for yourself. In anycase I am turned off looking at you, I don't want the same state at night.
Arnav: Last and most importantly, I hope you have told pulkit about this, I don't want him create a scene later on.
Khushi: A tear dropped on the table, I am sorry I won't be able to fulfill the last criteria.
Arnav frowned looking at her, he saw her tears, he closed his eyes and yelled. STOP THIS NON-SENSE NOW. I don't like delicate darlings!!
Khushi wiped her tears and looked at him, I wont disappoint you Arnav ji
Khushi flinched: Sorry, but that is what pulkit use to refer while talking about you.
Arnav held his head in frustration. GET OUT NOW.
Khushi took her file and smiled looking at him: Thanks for giving me second chance. She forwarded her hand to shake.
Arnav looked at her, he know that she was in deep problem, otherwise a girl like her can never opt for this. Pulkit always had a lot of respect for her and tht was very envident in his talks.
Arnav held her hand a squeezed it a bit sudctively, scanning her with his eyes.
Her touch, she is soft, he thought, she is different than other girls whom he has taken, he did not know why for the first time he had a feeling of fear. She is too innocent for him he thought. He can never be polite to females, he was a monster on bed, emotionless monster.
He realized her hand, while khushi turned to go out of his room, before closing the door she once again glaced at him and smiled.
Aranv stood there for something and them came back to her seat.
Arnav to the operator: I don't want any calls now. Divert all my calls to aman, cancel all my meetings right now. And did that girl leave?
Operator: Yes Sir, she is just leaving.
Arnav: Ok, just tell her sharp at 8pm in the office.

Khushi dressed herself in a nice simple green saree, a little bit of mascara to give volume to her lashes, a stroke of blush-on. She opened her nose ring and kept it in her bag.
She reached to Devi Maiya and cried like hell, she knew it very well, what she was going to do is sin, not only having physical relationship with a guy when he is not her husband but also to pulkit to whom she can never disclose this.
That Arnav Singh Raizada was surely an animal, and today she was his prey, the little she knew about his bed stunts, still she feared about the night.
She kept her DM maiya inside her cupboard taking oath that she is not going to touch her anymore as she will become impure after tonight.
She called up someone and told to take care of the house as she wont be returning to night.

Arnav was back in RM, the whole day he couldnot stop thinking about Khushi. Her innocent eyes, her pure heart, her desperation for pulkit, her love, her everything was driving him crazy, He has never gave himself time to think about any girl in his entire life, but khushi, he just couldnot stop thinking. He banged his fist on the near door.
He closed his eyes and shot open at once. He did not know why her smile just a mere smile was making him mad, it was taking away his ruthlessness. I was over powering his dirty thoughts, I was capturing his strength. It was shadowing the evil in him. He was fighting with himself when he felt the tendor touch on his legs.
Two tiny hands waiting for him to embrace, two tiny feet eager to crawl to come to him, a beautiful smile with sweet tone eager to call him.
Arnav turned and looked down: Hey princess, my baby!
She giggled and clapped her tiny hands, now pulling his trousers desperate to be in his arms.
PaaH! She said in a throaty tone with all her strength.
Arnav: Aww! Come sweetheart, arnav took her in his arms and nuzzled her on her tummy, she laughed, he continued his sweet torture and she pulled her hair. He started making weird noises pressing her lips on her cute sweet chubby tummy.
She giggled and giggled.
Arnav held her high and tossed her in the air, her face enlightened, her beautiful eyes grew wider and naughtier, she slapped his face with her tiny fingers holding his nose and then putting his nose in her mouth she started chewing.
Arnav: No'No baby, papa is untidy now, don't do this.
She slapped him more and more in excitement making his face red.
Arnav took her to his room and placed her on the bed, he took some amount of sanitizer in his hand and rubbed it.
Gul got all the more excited seeing him coming towards her, she tired to escape crawling but he held her tiny foot and dragged her towards him.
He pinned her on the bed and started rubbing his stubbles, gul fisted his hair, she never likes when arnav rub his stubbles on her chubby cheeks.
She frowned in irriatation. Arnav looked at her and started kissing her all over.
Chhorry babbby!!
My kuchy-pie
He held her hand and blow his cheeks and slapped his cheek with her hand blowing out the air from his mouth.
Gul smiled looking at him. He kissed her on her lips and she tried to take his lips inside her mouth putting all her saliva around his lips.
Arnav: eeeks! Ganda baccha (naughty kid)
Gul pouted.
Arnav just couldnot stop smiling looking at her. After all she is his life, his everything, He can make the entire world upside down just for her happiness She is his JAAN. She is the only person who can pacify him, the only person who can comfort him no matter how bad his mood is. She is his daily dose. She is his patience, she is his positive side.
He kissed Gul on her forehead: I love you sweetheart. I love you a lot
He heard a knock on his room both looked at the door.
Arnav picked her up and opened the door.
She stood placing her hand on his hips while gul turned the otherway round not wanting to see her.
Person: There you are.
Arnav: Tum kabhi kisko sambhal nahi payi (you have never ever be able to control her)
Person: Sorry, but I was making her food and uske beech mein kahan chala gaya I was unable to tress her.
Arnav: My princess did not eat abhi tak? He make gul look at him, while she pouted and struggled to be glued with arnav.
But all her effort went in vein when she took her from his lap and gul started cry throwing her tiny hands and legs in the air.
Her eyes welled up, her lips turned red, she was calling arnav paah! In between her hick ups'
Arnav: Misha! i will be late tonight.
Misha holding Gul: Ok, are you going to be back or not?
Arnav: Well, I will try to be back but I cannot guaranty you.
Misha: I hope she sleeps, last time she did not sleep without you the whole night, she gave me touch time.
Arnav went towards Gul and kissed her on her forehead: Now stop crying baby, you are spoiling your beautiful face.
Gul: pa'''''''aH! She sobbed.
Arnav placed a peck on Misha's checks and ask her to take care of Gul. Gul looked at him in pleading manner while misha took her to the bedroom.
Arnav got back to his room, he loosened his tie and dropped himself on the recliner.
He closed his eyes and dozed off.
Khushi asked the Cab driver to stop after reaching AR. He paid him and got down of the cab nervously.
She looked at the office and thought how she used to come often here to meet pulkit, how they used to rush outside near the phuchkawala during the lunch time and have all chatpata stuffs together.
Gone are those days, now she is standing in front AR waiting for Arnav's car to pick her up and drop her in his den.
She breadth sigh and entered in the office. No one except a peon was present.
He asked her to sit in the reception and offered her a cup of tea.

Arnav came out of his bathroom and dressed in casuals. He was looking fresh as he took a nap. He applied after shave gel and wore his watch, took his wallet and went straight to Gul's room.
He saw both misha and gul sleeping piecefully, he picked up misha's leg which was hanging from the bed and placed her properly.
Arnav leaned to kiss her and then carssed Gul's cheeks and shut the door behind.
Gul A. Singh Raizada
He informed HP that he will not return home today. He also asked him to convey that to misha so that she doenot panic.
He started his car and drove off towards his guest house.
Khushi saw a figure right behind her, she sipped the last portion of her tea and picked up her bag, and turned to go.
The driver escorted her towards the car and held the door.
Khushi entered the car nervously.

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Chap 1

Khushi opened her eyes, very well aware off where she was, she couldnot believe she landed on Arnav Singh Raizada and that to like this.

Arnav loosened his grip from her waist slowly steading her on the ground.

A good looking girl wearing a formal churidar, shade of dark green enhancing her skin tone, her long black hair tied in a ponytail, her personal details file on the floor due to their impact few seconds back. She was of decent height, very fair, innocent looking girl.

Arnav raised his right eyebrows after an eyelock of 10 seconds, and gestured towards her hand which gripped his shirt.
She immediately pulled back and moved back straightening herself.

Arnav brushed his shirt and bend down to pick her while when she also tried to pick it up and they ended up hitting their head.
Arnav gave a what the look and held her hand which was about to touch the file.

Khushi looked up in his eyes while he picked up the file.
He went towards his table and started unbuttoning his waist coat. Khushi was shocked to see that. He then unbuttoned his shirt and threw it on the sofa.

Khushi was dumb-folded, in fact shocked. Not that she has never seen a bare chest man, but surely not on their first meeting that also her could-be boss.

Arnav angrily dialed someone from his intercom and yelled at him to bring his mobile shirt cupboard.

He asked khushi to sit gesturing with his hand.

Khushi pulled the chair and sat nervously.

He opened his glass cubboard and sprayed some musky deo when they heard a knock on the door.

Arnav: Come in (he said in a husky voice)

This was the first time she heard his voice and she looked at him, he also looked at her and smiked.

He flicked his finger towards the peon asking him to enter his cabin.

Arnav: could you please get me a shirt?

Khushi was looking down.

Arnav: I am asking you Miss. Gupta, can you get me a shirt?

Khushi looked at him all confused she blinked her eyes.

Arnav: Shirt.Miss.Gupta (he said raising both his eyebrows and placing a cute but tight smile on his face)

Khushi: Excuse Me.

Arnav: Forget it (he blew his hands on air)

Arnav got up and took a shirt from the cabinet and looked at khushi.

Arnav: Should I wear this?

Khushi: Hah?

Arnav clutched his teeth: I am talking to you miss gupta.

Khushi: Is this a part of my interview?

Arnav smiled and wore the shirt, while wearing he said: think something like that and for your information you failed in the first round. You may leave.

Khushi: Arnav ji, but?

Arnav looked at her frowning.

Arnav remembered it was pulkit whom he had only allowed to call him Arnav ji.

He closed his eyes and gulped. He opened his eyes again and asked her angrily.

Arnav: But what Miss Gupta?

Khushi got a little scared hearing his dangerous tone. She started stammering: wwwoh! Hhhow can it be a part of my iiinterview? (she asked innocently)

Arnav banged his fist on the table: So now you will guide me how I will take your interview? He folded his arms against his chest: go on, teach me.

Khushi: I did not mean that

Arnav: you have failed miserably on the 2nd round also, now just get the hell out of here.

Khushi: 2nd round? Arnav ji (she started panicking)

Arnav: Ya you heard it right, second round, I dont keep people who stammers. And what the hell are you doing here he screamed at the peon who was still standing there in his room

Khushi closed her eyes in fear. She is not very used to such shouting.

Arnav looked at her again and this time he lost his cool totally.

He got up and held her arms, dragging her towards the door he twirled her, then pinned her on the door holding her shoulder.

Arnav: Listen Miss Gupta, I really don't have time to waste. I have told you that you are not selected, So JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE. He growled.

Khushi looked directly in his eyes this time: No Arnav ji, you have to see my CV please, I accept I was a bit nervous, this is my first job and I am not used to this kind of a situation.

Arnav still holding her, pinning against the door, clutching his hand digging her skin.

Khushi vinced in pain, AAAH! You are hurting me Arnav ji, it is paining, AAH!

Arnav saw his hand once and pressed it harder.

Khushi: AAAH!

Arnav: You cannot bear this pain then why are you here? Don't you know the criteria?

Khushi looked at him nervously'.I''..I Know.

Arnav raised his eyebrows, oh you know, and still you are here. Miss Gupta, I don't think you will pass in that also.

Khushi looked down.

Arnav left her and turned: Just leave RIGHT. NOW. He said in a firm voice.

Khushi walked across him and stood in-front of him.

Khushi: I am not going to leave until you see my bio-data.

Arnav: Stubborn, stubborn you are.

Khushi: Please Arnav ji, it's a request.

Arnav: Extremely stubborn. Fine come and lets see what you want to show.

Khushi came and pulled the chair, straightened herself and sat.

Arnav slid his coat and sat opposite to khushi.

Arnav: So miss gupta, I have gone through your bio-data and I must say you have a lot of potential to join elsewhere not in AR you know.

Khushi: Arnav ji, I know that, if I had an option I would have perefered to join a bank rather than AR. But my hands are tied.

Arnav: So you have a reason behind joining. And can you please explain why is that?

Khushi: No one, no one in this city would give advance other than AR.

Arnav: Interesting!!! He said in an amused tone. So Miss gupta, you think AR will give advance to you, When your work experience is nil. Great hopes I must say.

Khushi: Arnav ji, I really need money to save your mist hard working employee. I know I can never replace him, but I guaranty you that I will do my best.

Arnav looked at her, she looked nave and untouched.

Arnav: Did you guys have sex?

Khushi was shocked to hear such question, she looked at him widening her eyes.

Arnav: Miss. Gupta, I have asked you something did you guys have sex?

Khushi was still quite did not know what to answer.

Arnav: I guess you did not understand my question.

Khushi: What has it got to do with my interview?

Arnav got up and started walking around her: Well Miss gupta, as you know THE CRITERIA for joining AR, you must be knowing whatelse than this interview you need to do.

Khushi: I know that arnav ji, she gulped.

Arnav: I see. So let me make it very clear to you before we that this interview forward, I don't touch a virgin to be honest with you and looking at you I have a doubt whether you are one or not. If you are then I am sorry, but if you are not then'.

Khushi: I am not a Vvvirgin.

Arnav: hmm. Ok fine, I will give it a thought. He leaned on khushi and she tried a move her head back, he slid his finger from forehead till her lips.

Khushi felt nervous when his fingers touched her lips, she parted a little and looked at him.

Arnav: The only thing I liked about you is you are stubborn, which means you will be demanding. Fine miss gupta, I would like to try you tonight.
Guest house
Sharp at 10.30
Come to office
Driver will be there, he will take you.
Is it clear to you Miss gupta?

Arnav: Don't think I am very impressed with you, infact I am not at all, but since you are pulkit's girlfriend I am bound to try you, but if you fail this task then I am sorry.

Khushi stood up: Fine Arnav ji, see you at your guest house tonight.