Saturday, 13 October 2012




Chap 25
 Pyaar Ka Dard Hai
(Painful Love)

Khushi was breathing heavily, Arnav could see the mist forming on the glass door by her breath.
She closed her eyes closed sensing his lower body flushed with her.
He took his hand from the glass and touched her bare shoulder with his index finger. Not breaking his gaze he started sliding his finger from the shoulder towards her nape.
He could see her shuddering. He continued sliding his finger now towards her locks, which was tickling her smooth skin. He gazed her finger for sometime on her cheeks to feel her softness.
She is indeed very soft. He skin is like butter, which can melt anytime with his hot touch.
When his fingertip touched her lips she opened her eyes and turned towards him feeling uneasy.
He shut her up keeping his index finger on her lips "Shh!" leaning further on her.
Khushi felt his hot finger on her soft lips and his hard toned chest piercing her soft curves.
He slid his finger gazing her lips and feeling each and every corner of it.
His other hand cupped her butts. She gasped feeling his hand there. He touched her toe with his toe and caressed her thumb with his squeezing them in between his index toe and thumb and then seductively ran his thumb all over her toe.
He flipped her and starting moving towards her. She moved back not breaking their eye contact. She tripped and fell on bed.
He hovered over her and in no time he was on her.
He leaned and brushed his stubble on her soft cheeks making it go all red. Then nuzzled his entire face on her. His nose all most all over her face and his breadth kissed her everywhere. He brushed his stubble on the other chin as well treating it equally with passion.
In no time her entire face became red.
He touched her bare legs with his palm.
She gasped and gripped his t-shirt hard.
He slid his palm up towards her tonned thighs almost digging his nails marking her as his.
He stopped near where her shots ended. He slid his middle finger inside her shots and started tracing her panty line caressing her skin on her butts. He picked her leg and placed it on his hips and cupped her butts from inside.
With the help of his teeth he slid the spaghetti strap and let it hang on her shoulder.
He could feel her wetness soaking through her shots now. Her lower part was burning in hotness. He pressed himself on her and she realized how hard he was. Before she could say anything he bit her on her cleavage and started licking the blood.
He nuzzles his entire face on her cleavage and touched her nipple with his finger over her top.
He came close to her face and looked at her lips, which was already parted.
He gulped, his man hood throbbed and that's when Khushi felt a little uncomfortable feeling the very new sensation around her feminine part.
She looked at him nearing her. There lips were inches apart; his finger was almost touching her core, her having chest touching his. Her minded suddenly drifted towards the horrifying night, those blood, that pain, his roughness, her surrender, his care, her hug.
Arnav saw her expression changing and she was wiggling uncomfortably under him. He knew what she was thinking.
He immediately got up and stopped near the bed. He looked at her state. She was lying on bed, shutting her eyes as tightly as possible, clutching the bed sheets in fear, sweating madly.
He turned the other side and punched his fist on his other hand and rushed out of the room through the French window.
She knew he was not here, still she laid on the bed in the same position. How could she? Why did not she stop him? Why couldn't she say anything to him when he did that? Why did she allowed him to touch her again?
She rose from the bed and looked at her state. How could she forget what she was wearing? How could she just stay for so long in front of him like that?
She uncomfortably crossed her hand on her chest pulling the strap up on her shoulder.
She walked towards the French window and glance outside, frustration and madness written over his face.
She stepped out and looked at him, he also looked at her. She lowered her lashes and walked away from him towards Misha's room.
Khushi stretched her arms and smiled. Forgetting everything what has happened last night she wished herself good morning still closing her eyes.
She rubbed her eyes and tried to clear out her vision and smiled again looking at the naughty son peeping through the curtain.
After registerting where she was she paniced and sat up on the bed. She looked at the otherside of the bed just to find it empty.
"Misha? Where is she?"
Khushi got up and took shower. She wore her white flowing salwar, which she wore yesterday. She was searching for her dupatta when she remembered she tore it for Gul.
"Gul, oh my god, how is she?"
She took Acer up from the box and rushed to arnav's room.
"Arnav ji?" she knocked.
She found the door opened. She peeped inside but found no one. She went inside and checked the pool side also but he wasn't there as well. She came back and saw his bed and she remembered glimpse of their last night.
She was about to move out of the room when someone hit her. She was doing to fall but she herself held his shirt for her support.
"Maah!" gul clapped looking at Khushi
"Khushi looked at Arnav and then is crumbled shirt and then a happy giggling gul.
Gul excitedly raised her had to go to Khushi and Khushi after sealing glances two three times took her in his arms.
"you have 15 mins, after that we are leaving for office. Have your breakfast".
He rushed inside and took another shirt and moved inside the bathroom.
Gul affectionately slapped Khushi on her cheeks to grab her attention and then planted a open mouthed kiss on her cheeks which were still red due to yester night's activity.
She felt a little burning sensation when gul's saliva touched her skin.
She cuddled gul and took her down in the living area.
Both of them happily had their breakfast together. Khushi occasionally feeding gul some idli from her plate ater checking with stela about gul's food timing and was having her own breakfast.
Both the mother and the daughter was having gala time with each other chirpy and gul also chirped with her new mom god knows what in her baby ascent. (appy: gul treats Khushi as her mom so I have mentioned mother and daughter).
"Arnav saw both of them and headed straight outside RM".
Khushi kissed gul all over her face and handed her over to stella, feeling a little emotional while leaving here there. She quickly took Acer who was half done with her morning milk and ran behind him.
"Arnav ji, please wait". Came the panting voice from behind.
Arnav removed his sunglasses and looked at her. "do you think I am your driver?"
"Sorry", said in a low tone.
Half of their journey remained without any words. Suddenly Arnav pushed the break hard making Khushi jump up from her seat and hit her head on the frond glass.
"Ouch!, Arnav ji".
"Get Out".
Khushi looked at him confusingly.
"Sunai nahi deta hai tumhe? Get out ka matlab nahi janti hoon?" (cant you hear? Don't you know the meaning of Get Out?)
"Kal aap itne'"
"Kal? You think I am attracted to you Khushi?"
Khushi was shocked.
"Don't think tumhara kal ka behaviour will have any damn effect on me. Remember you are just an f*cking employee for me", don't try to become my gul's mom".
Khushi was now in tears. She has never expected him to take the whole thing this way.
"you can fool misha and gul with your charm not me, do you understand?"
"agar koi farak nahi padta hai to aap why were you so lost in me Arnav ji?"
Arnav was shocked. He never expected her to talk about yesterday night.
Khushi looked at him with teary eyes. "Boliye Arnav ji, kyun aap woh sab kar rahe the agar aapko koi farak nahi padta hai to?"
"You think I did that because I wanted you last night? No Miss Gupta, I can surely get better girls to sleep around. 'CLASSY ONES' you know?" he mocked.
"I get turned off thinking you being such a betrayer, no less than that b*tch, who tricked my sister". And now you are tricking Pulkit by sleeping with me. Why did not you stop me if you are that saint?"
"I just wanted to check whether you are those type of a female or not and you proved me right miss gupta, you are indeed one of those".
"Don't you ever think that I did all those things coz I got carried away".
He said that and banged his stirring.
He knew he was lying to her
He knew she is not that kind of a girl
He knew how much he respected her today after yesterday
He knew his heart melted when he saw gul and Khushi together
He know his heart skipped a bit with Gul acknowledged Khushi by calling her Maah!
He knew he was falling madly for her
He know even she was attracted to him
He knew she was concerned for him
He knew she is the missing piece of the puzzle
He knew she is innocent and cannot withstand a ruthless guy like him
He knew she lost her virginity to save her love, her pulkit
He knew how much she loved pulkit and viseversa
He knew she cannot get away from his charm
He knew she will always submit herself to him whenever he wanted her
He knew one last thing that she can either be the happiest girl to be with him or the most unfortunate girl.
He opened his eyes when he heard the door slammed beside him.
He saw her moving lifelessly on the empty road as if she has lost everything.
He fisted his finger and banged the gear. He opened his door and got down. He walked towards her and grabbed her elbow and in one swift he turned her and dragged her towards the car.
She cried in pain when he pulled her. She tried to free her but all went in vein.
He continued dragging her towards his car and made her sit then closed the door. He sat on the driver seat and zoomed off from there.
Precap: Khushi meets Rohit

Thursday, 11 October 2012


Chap 24
 The Missing Piece
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He was in his room, lost in some thoughts, leaning on the head rest of the bed covering his face with his hand.

Unlike other days gul was sleeping right beside him instead of sleeping in her crib. Her favorite tortie was beside her as always.

(tortie is a tortoise softy toy).

Whenever he was trying to get some sleep he was ending up visualizing Khushi. Her stupidity, her care, her helplessness, her sad face whenever he scolded her, her eyes'

Beautiful they are, her lashes

Have never seen such long black naturally curled lashes ever, her honey brown eyeballs which has so much of love. Her lips'

They are beautiful jut like two evergreen rose petals. Perfectly shaped and accurately pout, her neck'

which connects her head with her perfectly carved body, her bosoms'

He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling removing his hand from his face. How harsh he was on her that day in the guesthouse. He bit her there. How much pain she must have felt?

He did not want to think further as it kept on reminding his something, which he wanted to forget.

He brushed of his imagination and walk up towards his bathroom.

He came out after something and sat on the bed. He looked at his sleepy beauty who looked a little red than usual day.

He looked at her lovingly and remembered her encounter with Khushi few hours back, how she was enjoying playing with her locket. How Khushi enjoyed feeding her and gul never protested.

Lost in all khushi's thoughts he leaned on Gul to kiss her forehead. The moment his lips touched her skin he froze.

He immediately cupped her face and was shocked to witness her skin burning with fever.
He picked her up and hugged her feeling a little shakey.


Arnav couldn't control any more he hugged her more and more and patted her back.
Gul kept her head on his shoulder and sucked her nipples. She stayed calm as her daddy was with her.

He paced around his room for sometime, literally blank when suddenly he remembered something.

He placed gul on the bed and tucked her with her comforter and then pulled his comforter on her.
He cupped her face again, she looked pale, her eyes still on Arnav, blinking occasionally.

"Will my princess stay her while papa get a thermometer and crocin syrup for you?"
Gul was about to make a crying face but Arnav kissed her forehead and said "Papa will be right back baby".

Gul sobbed a little but she was calm.

Arnav rushed towards Misha's room through the poolside and entered inside from the French window. He did not wanted to disturb misha as he knew she has got her weekly exam tomorrow.

He tiptoed near the bed ans saw Khushi sleeping peacefully. He sat on the bed beside her whatever space was there and started searching for baby thermometer.

Khushi was a deep sleeper, but tonight she could hardly sleep after the conversation with Misha hours back.

She immediately woke up when she heard some noise beside her. She was about to panic when Arnav stopped her from screeming covering her mouth with his palm.

Khushi adjusted her vision and saw arnav as if she has seen some horrible ghost.

Arnav released her mouth once khushi was in her fully awake and registered everything. He pointed his index finger towards khushi and gritted his teeth. "Shut up, don't you dare shoot".

With that he continued his search.

Khushi gulped several times seeing him sitting right beside her.

"Damn it, where the f*ck is the thermometer?"

Arnav banged his fist on the drawer in a less audible manner.

"Kyyya Huya Arnav ji?" (what happened?)

Khushi gulped.

"Shut up".

"You have fever Arnav ji?" she touched his hand to check.

He immediately waved of her hand and got up.

"Stay away".

Khushi got up and saw several thermometers lying beside her. She held couple of them in front of them and asked "Arnav ji, yeh sab kharab hai kya?" (are all these dead?)

"Arnav gritted his teeth and roared, do you think these are for babies?"

Khushi looked at him cluelessly and nodded a No.

I am not getting a thermometer for Gul.

Khushi was now up from the bed. She totally forgot what she was wearing. "Gul? Fever? But she was with you na Arnav ji".

"ya she is in my room".

"your room alone?"


Arnav turned and ran towards his room through the French window and khushi followed him.

Arnav entered his room and immediately leaned to check Gul.

She has turned paler. He could easily feel the heat around her. He got really worried now.

Khushi came inside his room and stood infront of the bed.

"Get out right now Miss. Gupta, how has given you the permission to enter my room?"

Khushi without further delay she crawled on the bed, arnav was shocked. "What the hell is she doing? How dare she?" was his thoughts.

She picked up gul and checked her temperature with her mouth below gul's ear loabs.

"She must be having 101 deg C".

Arnav was surprised.

We need to put some wet cloth on her forehead and stop the temperature from rising.

"I can do it, you leave now".

"Har kaam aap akele nahi kar sakte hai arnav ji". (you cannot do everything on your own arnav ji)

Kamse Kaam mukha dekhke baat kijiye (atleast analyze the situation before you say something)

Arnav was dumb stuck. "this girl is teaching me what to do?"

"Arnav ji, you please stay here I will get some cold water from the refrigerator".

Arnav held Gul and sat on the bed caressing her head.


He heard her coming and entering his room once again. He felt his heart skip a bit when she entered with the bowl. He saw her face and then looked back to Gul.

In no time khushi was on his bed beside him waiting for him to hand over Gul to her.

When she saw him all numb she picked up gul from his arms and placed her in her lap. Gul grabbed Khushi's locket once again and looked at her lovingly. She blinked her eyes and closed it. A lone tear escaped from khushi's eyes. She immediately wiped it off in order to hide her emotions from Arnav. She remembered each and everything misha told her and tonight she really felt bad of this little girl in her lap. How she is away from motherly love? Who other than khushi could feel her pain? Who other than khushi could understand how it feels when you don't have someone whom you can call Maa.

Couple of tears dropped on their own accord.

Without wasting further time she squeezed her dupatta piece and dipped it in the icy cold water and placed it on Gul's forehead.

Arnav just sat beside khushi brushing his hand on Gul's forehead.

He was not able to stop himself from admiring her tonight. She looked like an angel who came just for him and his family to take away all the emptiness from them. She indeed seemed to be the missing piece of their puzzled life.


She repeated her actions until she felt her temperature came down. She again checked her temperature placing her lips near her ear lobe "she is around 100 deg C now".

Arnav looked at her, "I will get her syrup".


He took her tiny spoon and fed her the syrup. Khushi wiped her tiny mouth and kissed her forehead. "hey strong girl, feeling better?"


"Oh my baby, you will be fine sweetheart" Khushi kissed her madly

Shocked would be an understatement Arnav was numb. He lost all his words after listening to that one word "maah!" from his daughter's mouth.

He looked at Khushi who was cuddling his baby and rocking on the bed holding her. Gul was nuzzling her face on Khushi's bosoms, that's when he realized what she was wearing.

Her long creamy legs constructed his black bed spread. Hot pants would have never looked so hot until he saw her wearing this pair. It cupped her perfectly shaped butts and ended rightly below the curve. The buckle was just below her naval making it more attractive. His eyes fell on her having chest. Gul's face was just near her cleavage.

She was indeed looking like a temptress tonight. And her innocent charm and the way she carried gul made arnav feel weak tonight. His desired filled eyes even got darker when she crawled towards the crib to put gul in.

Khushi slowly removed her locket from Gul's fist and kissed her.

She turned back and looked at arnav who seemed to be lost in some kind of thoughts.

"erm! Arnav ji, she will be ok".

She got up from bed and walked towards the French door to go to misha's room just when a strong hand flew from behind and slammed the half opened door.

In few seconds khushi found herself pressed against the glass door. He pressed his lower part against her hips to stop her from moving.

Precap: Seduction or Seperation?
Guys i wont be able to update after 17th October as Durga Puja will start and i will be super busy. So i will be taking a break from I-F for 10 days. However i will check my pms regularly and also try to update smaller parts if possible. but i will only be able to send pms of those parts when i am back. Note that if i update at all i will ONS2 only.

Tuesday, 9 October 2012


Chap 23
 New Bonds

She started pouring herself.
"I am so sorry Arnav ji, I did not have a single clue about this. Turst me Arnav ji if I would have know this I would have never made jalebis".
He stood consoling Khushi by rubbing her back. He closed his eyes and inhald her shampoo while caressing her.
Misha who was witnessing these two hopeless love birds planned to move from there and arrange the dinning table taking gul along with her.
Gul looked at her paah! And maah! And wanted to go to him. But before she could react misha took her along with her.
Arnav somewhere feeling a little bit relaxed today. He did not know why but after pouring out his frustration he felt light.
They stood in that position for couple of minutes more when misha cleared her throat making them come back to their senses.
Khushi broke the hug and looked at him shyly. She wiped her tears and straightened her kurti.
Arnav was about to touch her corner of the lips with his thumb when she moved her face back.
"Erm! The sugar syrup is still there".
Khushi picked her dupatta and cleaned it shyly glancing him.
"Bhaiya, come here, lets have our dinner".
"Erm! Are you joining us for dinner?"
Khushi looked here and there.
"Ofcourse she is joining bhaiya, come Khushi, mujhe bohot bhukh lagi hai yaar (I am really hungry)"
"Misha!, bohot raat ho gai hai, I have to go home you know (its already very late)".
"Dirver will drop you" Arnav said looking directly at her.
"Erm, Khushi I was thinking why don't you stay back today?" misha aksed while putting the sabzi in Arnav's thal.
Khushi looked at Arnav nervously and then looked here and there.
"Don't worry bhaiya can never say no to me. Please stay back. We will have fun. Please bhaiya'please..please'.please".
"Misha, she has lot of working tomorrow in the office"
"Bhaiya, she can go to office with you na? Please bhaiya let he stay please".
"But I need to get kitty".
"Oh wow, how cool, please bhaiya, even I wanna play with that cute kitty".
"FINE, ask mohan to get her here. You girls don't need to go".
"But my house is locked?" Khushi looked him with confused expressing.
"Give the keys to Mohan he will get her. He is reliable".
Misha made a portion for Arnav and fed him first. Arnav smiled at her and held her hand and took it in his mouth.
Misha sat beside him resting her cheeks on her palm wiggling her eyebrows she asked "how is it bhaiya? Not good? She pouted".
Arnav was so lost in the test that he couldnot say anything for a moment.
He finished the portion and cupped misha's face, "you cook like Di".
Misha bit her lips and looked down "Bhaiya aaj jo kuch bhi maine banaya hai Khushi has taught me".
Arnav looked at Khushi woh just raised her eyes to look at him. He saw gul comfortably playing with Khushi's locket like last time occasionally looking at Khushi and smiling. Khushi held her chain when gul pulled it towards her that's when there eye lock broke. Khushi cuddled gul in her lap and nuzzled her nose on him. Gul stretched her palm and caught Khushi's nose and slurp it with her tongue.
"Kya huya bhai? Kahan kho gaye ho?" misha snapped in front of Arnav.
"Nothing" he replied in a serious tone and started having his dinner.
"Can she test these?" Khushi asked Arnav pointing towards gul.
Arnav was about to open his mouth when he heard her saying "don't worry these are very light".
Misha waited impatiently for Arnav's answer.
"hmm" was is relpy
Khushi immediately pushed aside her plate and grabbed another small plate for her.
"She have her food in high chair". Arnav said looking down in his plate.
"Can I feed her like this? I mean I have never fed kid in a high chair".
Arnav was silent and Khushi took it as yes.
"My baby is going to have rice today" Khushi chirped in a baby ton making gul all excited as if she understood what Khushi said.
Khushi masked the steamed fimely so that gul doesnot have any problem consuming it and put a little bit of yellow dal in it. She picked a little bit of curry with her finger tip and brushed it againsed gul's lips.
Gul flinched a little. Her eyes became smaller. She scratched her head with tiny fingers then licked her lip putting saliva all over.
"ummm yummy right?" Khushi widened her eyes and checked her for reaction".
Gul held khushi's finger and brought it near her mouth she made a throaty noice "hmm hmm" and licked khushi's finger.
"awe my baby liked dal rice?"
Misha was all awe seeing the bonding between them. She has never seen gul responding to any body other than Arnav.
Gul chuckled to wanting to eat more.
Khushi made small potions and started feeding her.
Gul excitedly held her hand and pulled the spoon towards her everytime Khushi made a portion.
Khushi managed to eat her food along with feeding gul.
In the meantime Mohan arrived with Acer woh seemed to be all tensed in some strangers hand.
After handing over gul to misha she took Acer and ran her finger in her tiny head.
"Meaow!" acer brushed herself on khushi's palm.
"Oh my baby is hungry?"
"HP bhaiya, warm some milk and serve it in Gul's old bowl". Misha requested.
"Mish, I am taking gul along with me tonight". Arnav kissed Misha on her forehead and bid goodnight".
"I want you to be ready by 9.30. We will be leaving for office by 10 sharp".
"But Arnav ji the office starts at 9.30 and I need to be there at 9.30 otherwise I will be marked late".
"shut up".
Arnav marched towards his room taking gul along with him.
"Misha slapped her from behind, "Khushi are you crazy? You will be entering the office with bhaiya, who will mark you late?"
"But that's not fair Mishu. I am no different than other employees".
"Maybe you are duffer". With that she dragged Khushi along with her in her room picking up the lazy Acer who fell asleep on the table after having his dinner.
"Mishu I cant wear this, please" Khushi pouted looking at the shorts and a spaghetti top.
"Fine then I am going to bhaiya's room and getting one of his track pants and round neck T".
Khushi immiditely held a marching misha and turend towards her.
"Are you mad?" she sighed and without protesting she went inside the bathroom to change.
In the meantime misha brought her album and leaned on the head board relxing and flipping pages.
Eveny night before she slept she browsed the album. It held her childhood memeories, some good some bad.
Khushi came out of the bathroom shyly and closed the door behind. She checked the room entrance door whether it is secured locked or not after confirming she turned to see misha.
She was shocked "Why are you crying mishu".
Khushi quickly paced towards her and held her face.
Misha threw herself in a hug and started weeping badly. Khushi caressed her hair and placed feather lite kisses.
"Khushi I am missing Di a lot today".
"where is she mishu? Why aren't she with you and Arnav ji? And gul?"
"Khushi we lost her".
Khushi was shocked to here that.
"She left us Khushi, she left her gul, her beloved brother and me".
Please chup ho jaayo mishu.
"Di used to call me mishu"
Khushi broke her hug and wiped her tears.
"How could someone sleep with someone else when he is commited? And that bitch, how could she do this? Just for money? She did not even think twice before taking away my jijaji from my Di? How low a girl can get Khushi?"
"My anrav bhaiya will never be able to love a woman just for this bitch and his own mom, whom he always holds culprit. He doesnot have a very high thonking about any woman Khushi. I can never ever see my bhabhi. He will never marry anyone".
"What happened to Di mishu?"
"She stayed with her inlaws for 3 more months. Jijaji shifted to Australia after that incident. Bhaiya asked her to come and stay with us but she refused. But when she came to know what jijaji was in a livin relationship with that bitch she just couldnot hold it anymore she came and stayed with us. Her inlaws were really good specially rosh".
"ya Di's sister in law". Infact we know Singhania's before di was married to jijaji. Roshni was Bhaiya's childhood friend".
"Arnav ji had a friend?"
"yes, she was a good friend".
"Ya, I exactly don't know what happened between them, one day she left for US".
"Di's life was not less than a hell till the time gul came in her world after delivering Gul, gul became her whole world. She wanted to forget everything that has happened and stay happy but the fate had something else stored for her".
"Gul was two months old when jijaji send her court papers, their divorce papers. She pleaded for the sake of gul. But he refused and he also accused my di that Gul is not his daughter. Without thinking anything she commited suiside by burning herself".
Khushi hugged misha thightly. "Arnav ji ko itna sab kuch sehena pada (he had so face so much in his life?"
Misha cupped Khushi's face and looked at her loving. She could sense that his brother was pulling Khushi and somewhere she liked it. Khushi was definitely not one of those girls whom Arnav hated. She also knew if someone could ablt to bring back Arnav out of ASR it can only be Khushi no one else.