Wednesday, 26 September 2012


Chap 17
Another Sign??

He walked towards Khushi and looked at her lovingly. He picked her up in his arms and that's when she opened her eyes.
"Arnav ji, what are you doing here?" she tried to protest and get down from his arms.
"Shh!", he gestured pointing at Misha, who was sleeping and Gul in the crib.
"Par aap mujhe, aise kaise?" she asked snaking her arms around his neck.
He looked at her with desired filled eyes. She felt a little shy the way he was looking at her. It was as if he was making love to her.
He placed her on the bed and adjusted the pillow behind her. Then he himself laid beside her.
Khushi kept turned towards him placing her head on the pillow and looked at him.
She touched his cheeks with her index finger and immediately took it away and flattered her lashes feeling nervous.
Arnav held her hand and made her touch him slowly caressing his face with her soft cute palm and then kissed her mount of venus.
Khushi closed her eyes gasping hard.
Arnav pulled her close to him holding her petite waist. Her arms stuck in between her chest and his. He leaned further to kiss her neck, trailing his lips across her entire neck.
She gripped him hard. He bit her neck and then trailed his tongue against his sweet torture.
"You are beautiful Khushi". He whispered against her neck, his warm breadth almost kissing her nape, burning her skin out.
"You are truly a beautiful lady, I have ever met. And do you know what makes you beautiful, your selflessness, your unconditional care or others, your innocence".
Arnav rolled on her. He is now on top of her. He kissed her forehead and then again rolled to make her on top of him.
Khushi looked at him and kissed on his eyes. One by one, taking time giving equal importance on each.
They again rolled and this time Arnav was on top. He kissed her nose and nuzzled.
Rolling once again Khushi was now on him. She kissed his stubbled cheeks and blushed. She hugged him tightly and whispered. "We need to stop Arnav ji! Misha might get up".
He made her look at him and slowly he was turning her concentrating on her lips, gulping down the lump on his throat. Their lips were inches apart just when
"Ouch!!" Amma!
"What the?" Arnav woke up from his sleep to find Khushi lying beside the recliner rubbing her hips in pain".
"Khushi! What happened?" misha quickly got up from the recliner and helped Khushi to sit on it.
Khushi was still in pain and half sleepy. She was unable to recognize those alien voices in the morning. Actually she forgot that she was else where. And those voices were not alien but she was the one who is alien in the new house.
Arnav was unable to figure out what was happening. Few minutes back Khushi was with him, sharing some intimate moment then how come she reached near the recliner?
Arnav snapped his toughts and realsied it was just a dream. Khushi was not in his arms. It was his fantasy not reality.
Immidiately Arnav's expression changed and he got up. He looked at Khushi and threw disgusting glances. He kissed sleeping gul and barged inside the bathroom and shut the door behind.
He opened the knob and let the warm water kiss his muscular body. He rubbed his skin and relaxed under the shower. He faced the shower so that the jet water brush away his thorughts.
He started recollecting'
He touched her maang where his blood was there and admired. He sealed that area with his kisses. Khushi kept tossing and turning in his arms and he enjoyed the feeling whole heartedly.

Sometimes he kissed her nose
Sometimes her cheeks
Sometimes he brushed his lips on her forehead
Sometime breathing on her lips.

He slid his other hand on his pocket and held her chain which came out sometimes back.
He slid his arms around her neck and made her wear it.
He zoomed his car beside the truck to over take and just then he was a shocked Khushi standing in the middle of the road looking at the truck.
His eyes widened "Oh shit" was his last word before he over took the truck and twirled his car infront of the truck to block it from running down on Khushi.
After stopping his car he looked at Khushi, tears forming in his eyes, Khushi looked at him and started running towards his car and then
He opened his eyes. It was blood shot red. Was it for the drops of water pricking his eyes or his inner rage that was burning out his eyes? He couldnot believe that he risked his life for that middle class girl. And what was that he was doing to her yesterday? How can he admire her? He is pulkit's fience. What if she was not? He still cannot be so weak for a girl. How could he lose his senses like this?
"DAMN IT!!!"
He screamed. Hitting the shower cubical.
"Why did I like seeing my blood on her forehead? When I don't believe this stupid thing which she tried to portrey in the hospital"? His anger was growing minute by minute.
"Why did not she erase that when I have asked her? What did she try to prove? That she is married to me? What the F***? Now I know her real motives. You are no different than other girls Miss Khushi Kumari Gupta. I wonder whether you love pulkit truly or not. Maybe you loved him but now you are hell bend on attracting me by your innocent charm. But Miss gupta, I am no ordinary man".
"Misha, I cannot wear this, this is too short for me".
"Khushi, try atleast yaar. I am sure you are going to look too cute in this".
"I havenot taken a bath yet, Mishu".
Misha looked at her and Khushi jerked her head up.
Misha's eyes welled up and she came running and threw herself on Khushi.
Khushi was couldnot understand anything. She just stood like a statue.
Khushi tried to recollect what did she say which made misha become so emotional.
She remembered calling her Mishu, instead of Misha, but it was just slip of tongue.
"Call my name once again Khushi!"
"No the other one which you have just said.
"Misha, it was just a".
"Please Khushi!"
Khushi cupped her face and wiped her tears "Mishu".
"You cannot imagine what you have given me today. I always saw her whenever I saw you. I miss her so much. No wonder why bhaiya behaves like that around you. He sees her in you. you are so much alike, the way you love gul, the way you scold my bhaiya, the way you have gelled up with me. You are so much like her".
"Khushi, she used to call me Mishu, and today after hearing the same name after such a long time made my heart swell up".
Khushi, couldnot understand a single thing other than that she was referring her with another woman. Maybe she was talking about some who had been very close to the siblings and gul. But who is she? Is misha talking about Gul's mother? Who is gul's mother?
Misha, cupped Khushi's face and was about to tell "Khushi you are just like my B'".
She was not able to complete her sentense when they heard the door flunged open and Arnav standing right in front of the door.
Misha quickly wiped her tears and excused her so that Arnav doesnot see her crying.
"I will get Gul for you from Stella".
Misha left her room leaving a fuming Arnav and confused Khushi behind.
Khushi pulled her dress down looking at Arnav's eyes roaming on her legs. The dress was really short. It hardly covered her half thighs. The more she tried to pull it down, the little she knew that it was exposing her milky cleavage.
Khushi nervous tried to hide her exposed skim from just and was about to turn and go inside the wash room, she heard his say "WAIT!"
Khushi stopped in her tracks and closed her eyes in fear.
Arnav thinned her lips and fisted his palm, his own nails digging his palm.
He walked angrily and pulled Khushi along with himself and took her in his romm. He threw her inside and pinned on the cupboard.
Khushi was now very nervous. She very well knows that when he is mad she starts forcing himself on her.
"LOOK UP!!" he growled.
"I SAID LOOK UP". He screamed.
"What do you think you are trying to do, haan?

"Yeh kya natak hai Miss Gupta?

what are you trying to prove?

He looked at her maag and pointed her finger towards it.

Why didnot you remove this bloody stain?

You think you are very smart?

You think you try to act all bichari and then gain sympathy?

You think by coming close to Gul you will impress me? How cheap and middle class mentality Miss Gupta? Well, what else can I expect from you?
Khushi was struggling in his grips trying to move him away from her. She was again getting hurt by his words.

"You slept with me despite of having a boyfriend.You dont even look worried for him. I have never heard you talking about him. Kya ho tum? How can you remain so carefree when your loved ones is dying?

Khushi shot a look towards, her tears beaming out from her eyes. "How could he think so cheap of me?" she thought.

"So is this some kind of a web that you are trying to put around me? Miss Gupta, dont you dare think that i will fall onto you web. And keep this innocent seducing tactics with you. This is not going to work on me".

With that he wiped the dried blood-stain from her forehead. Khushi was too shocked to say anything before he wiped it off. But when he did that she retreated back in anger.

"Who are you to ask me this Arnav ji? Do I owe you any explanation?  Why do you think I am answerable to you? firstly I have never tried to seduce you, secondly I slept with you because (she gulped the lump which formed inside her thoat) because I had to save my pulkit's life and only my only option was you, isse aap meri durbhagya hi samjhiye (my bad fate)

"How dare you talk to me like that?", he dug his finger in her skin. He jerked her more towards the cupboard making it shake and everything started falling which was kept above the cupboard. A metal bowl fell and hit khushi's forehead just near her mang making her forehead bleed yet again. Her forehead was filled with her own blood in no time and she yelled in pain.

Arnav saw the blood and immediately released her grip on her.

Before she could hold her forehead he pressed his hand on her forehead just near her mang to stop the blood from coming out.

"Shit! You are bleeding Khushi!"

Khushi just stood looking at him, her pupil still on his eyes, her heart racing yet again.

"Khushi!" he jerked her a little
"Khushi!" He jerked her again

She lowered her eyes and held his hand, which pressed her forehead and slowly started removing.

Just then Arnav understood her silence. It could he her blood this time but the very fact is he spread that blood with his hand this time in her entire forehead unknowingly.
Aman i want any damn girl in my guest house tonight at any cost.
(no rotten tomatoes for the precap please. I am hibernating then)

Monday, 24 September 2012


Chap 16
Sealed with Kisses Day Dreaming

Aman parked the car in the parking lot. He looked at Khushi who was already drenched in sweat. She had never perspire so much before like today. The thought of her in RM that was Arnav Singh Rizada's house made her weak. She felt several butterflies inside her stomach.

"umm ok then see you tomorrow in the office Khushi. Misha must be waiting for you, you should go inside now". Aman said.

Khushi gave him a tight smile before getting down from the car.

Aman was about to leave when suddenly she asked him "Aman ji do you have Misra ji's phone number?"

"misra ji? You mean security guard? Why do you need his no?" Aman questioned her.

"Erm, actually for Acer, I need to tell him to feed her milk".

"ASR? Milk? Misra ji? What are you talking about khushi? I think you are stressed, you need to rest ok? Don't worry ASR will be fine dear" Aman tried to consoled a khushi thinking that she is not able to straight at that moment.

"Nahi aman ji, you are not understanding" She held her head "Hey Devi Maiya, how could I forgot to bring my acer baby along with me" she muttered to herself

"ASR? Baby?" aman thought. "Look khushi, ASR is going to be fine don't worry ok?" he said trying to hide a smile.

"Nahi aman ji, aap samaj nahi rahe hai, aap please mujhe misra ji ka number de dijiye".

Aman nodded his head in frustration and gave her the number.

She happily saved the number and bid good bye to aman.


"hi khushi, come in" misha hugged carrying a howling gul greeting her.

Khushi hugged her back and then he saw the rakshash coming down from the staircase.

Arnav glanced at her, anger clearly written on his face.

Khushi lowered her eyes and broke the hug.

"Khushi, just wash your hands and join us on the dining table".

Gul was sruggling in misha's arms to go to khushi. Khushi smiled and took her immediately.

"Oh my baby, why are you crying sweetheart? Look at your pretty face" khushi wiped her tears and gul clutched her shirt still crying loudly and rubbing her face against khushi's neck. Khushi patted her back and rocked her whispering sweet nothing" and kissing gul's head in between her whisperes".

Arnav was stunned at the sight. No one other than Arnav had able to made Gul calm down when she is at her height of cranckiness. He was about to snatch gul from khushi's arms when misha held his arms and dragged him towards the dining table.

"Misha, why are you dragging me like this?" arnav asked her still keeping an eye on Khushi and gul".

"bhaiya I am very hungry, and you need to eat something before you have your medicines. "KHUSHI, come and lets eat".

"We will join you in sometime, where is the wash area? I need to wash my hands" khushi questioned.

"Come here we have a sink here". Misha replied.

Dinner was a quiet affair.

Arnav was in his usual grumpy mood around khushi. Misha wanted to talk to khushi to make her comfortable but she knew it was not the right time as her bhaiya was in a super bad mood as she called khushi home against his wish. He just agreed because it came from Misha and he has never said no to her.

Gul was now playing happily on khushi's lap with her Om locket that she wore.
Sometime looking at khushi admiring her beauty
Sometime looking at her smiling.
Sometimes slapping her cheeks with her tiny palms.
Sometimes rubbing her face on her chest which seemed to be habbit of hers.

After the dinner was misha went to arnav's room to get his medicines.

Khushi was about to get up just when arnav came and stood infront of her looking highly annoyed with her.

Khushi was panting heavily looking at him in such an angry state. She tried to squeeze her out but she failed.

Just when arnav was about to shout at her gul looked at him and called "paah!" And smiled looking at him.

Arnav thinned his lips and was about to take her in his lap just then khushi's locket with the chain came out from her neck as gul was holding it tightly in her fist.

"Ouch! Khushi cried as the chain bruised her neck.

Arnav without bothering just turned and went upstairs in his room.


After few minutes misha came down carrying gul and sat beside khushi on the sofa in the living room.

Gul again started struggling to go to khushi immediately when she saw her.

Misha happily handed over gul to khushi. Gul immediately took khushi's nose inside her mouth and bit it.

Khushi picked her up and rubbed her face on gul's tummy making her giggle and fist little bunch of khushi's hair.

Misha and Khushi spoke to each other for some time. Khushi for the first learnt something new about arnav. She learnt that he was drastically opposite of what he was when it came to Misha and Gul. He was extremely caring and a father figure for both of them. Misha was about to tell Khushi about gul's mother just when they heard a noice from arnav's room.

Misha practically rushed to his room and saw him coming out from the washroom. Khushi followed misha.
"bhaiya, is everything alright?" misha asked.

Arnav saw khushi behind misha and exhaled.

Misha helped arnav to lie back on the bed. She tucked his comforter and kissed him on his cheeks. "I hope the pain is less now".

"I think the pain is going to be more" he said sarcastically throwing dead glares at khushi.

Misha looked at khushi once and asked her to come in gesturing by her eyes.

"Come khushi lets seat here for some time, I have to be with bhaiya". Misha explained khushi.

"I am fine misha, you guys can go to your room and sleep. And I don't want any outsider to be in my room.

Khushi felt a little said not about what he said, but about how he said. She was about to go when misha stopped her.

"Bhaiya, why are you so rude to here? She is'."

"Misha, I am watching you since we are back from the hospital that you are getting quite close to her. And now you are defending her". Arnav said angrily.

"Bhaiya, she has saved your life, if she wasnot there then I don't know what would have happened to you".

"Misha'" (he gets cut)

"Bhaiya if she stays here for few minutes nothing is going to change ok? So stop being so fussy".

Misha and Khushi was sharing the recliner placed just below arnav's bed and chit chatting, sometimes giggling.

Arnav pretended to sleep but how could he sleep when khushi was right in front of his eyes and that also in his room. She was the first outside who came in his room. He was going through a mixed feeling about her.

It was late night when arnav saw the three ladies sleeping comfortably on the recliners. Misha resting her head on khushi's shouler, gul with her thumb inside her mouth resting her tiny head on khushi's breast and khushi's head hanging from the sofa. Some strands of her hair tickling her face.


 "How could you arnav ji?" Khushi asked still hugging him and sobbing on his shoulder.
"how could you risk your life like this for me? Did you forget about Misha? And what if anything serious happened to you? Aapne ek baar bhi gul ke barein mein nahi socha (not even for once you thought about gul)? Kyun Arnav ji? Why?"
Ek ehsaan kya kam tha ke aap dusra kar diya? (wasnot one ehesaan enough that you ended up doing the second)
How would I have faced these two if something happened to you? Phele pulkit who did not care about his life just to save my life and now you? Ek to apne zindegi se lard rahe hai but you? How can you be so irresponsible Arnav ji?

Arnav saw her forehead filled with his blood, he did not know what to feel.
He did not know why he felt something very different. Something which he did not want to feel. Something which is wrong to feel. But the bottomline is HE FELT GOOD. He felt good looking at her. He felt good seeing her so concerned about him. He felt good the way she scolded her. He felt good how she always forgive her and take the blame on her when the actual fault is his.
He felt good seeing her marked by him and only him. first physically and now this. For him marriage meant nothing. But the very feeling of Khushi's maang filled with his blood was something he as not able to stop thinking.

He removed his comforter and slipped his legs in his slippers and walked towards her. He picked up gul to make her sleep in the crip. While doing that his hand brushed khushi's breast and he felt something very different. Maybe his mind was not in the right place to think. Or should I say it was behaving rightly for the first time.

After placing gul in the crib he again came towards khushi.

Misha who was actually awakened, sensing his brother coming towards them turned the other way making her back face him so that he doesnot feel uneasy. She know what arnav was going thought. She knew he wanted to talk to khushi. She knew how effected he was seeing his blood on her forehead. He can hide it from anyone but not misha. She knew her brother too well.


Arnav placed his hand on her temple to make her rest her head in the recliner. But when he did that khushi held his arm and placed her cheeks on his arm resting her head on it.

Arnav leaned down on the floor to seat there for some time looking at her pretty face, looking even prettier with the blood stain.

He touched her maang where his blood was there and admired. He sealed that area with his kisses. Khushi kept tossing and turning in his arms and he enjoyed the feeling whole heartedly.

Sometimes he kissed her nose
Sometimes her cheeks
Sometimes he brushed his lips on her forehead
Sometime breathing on her lips.

He slid his other hand on his pocket and held her chain which came out sometimes back.
He slid his arms around her neck and made her wear it.


Is it yet another sign of her Devi Maiya? That today he made her wear the locket?

Firstly his blood on her maang
Secondly she did not remove it
Thirdly she came to RM for the first time (after their marriage)
Fouthly her chain coming out from her neck in gul's fist
And lastly his tieing the chain around her neck (mangalsutra)
And to top it all she spend her first night in his room, in his arms, he sealing their marriage unknowingly by kissing her.
Will this night complete his family?